Worried

I'm going nuts, I knew that I had left my watch at Vanessa's house a few weeks ago. I tend to forget things in different places and I figured it out when I got home and went to take a shower. Now I have been here every week since and I can't find my watch. It's at the point where I am actually crying at the thought of it. The watch belonged to my grandpa who died when I was little. Because of all the drug damage to my brain and my age when he died I have no memories of him. It isn't like with my father who I have mostly bad memories of, this was my grandfather who I know from pictures loved me very much but was sick when he was alive and died whe I was about 5.

I have asked Vanessa and Meggan if they have seen my watch, I have moved the coouch that I always sit on and it is no where to be found. I can't stand it when I lose important things. If I ever find it I'm going to have to hope and pray that it is not broken. My biggest worry is that Meggan or one of her friends has stolen it. It seems like a stupid thing to do, it's a cheap silver watch with a factory logo on it but I don't put anything past my generation and I have no trust in people.