Nothing is right

Nothing is working right for me right now. At this point I am supposed to have gotten some idea of how I am going to make ends meet this summer but nothing is working out how it is supposed to. One of the main parents for my babysitting this summer has flaked out because she didn't want to get approved for chasey. Now I'm left with all of two children until late July, which I cannot pay rent on, and no idea how to get more or even if I should try. I want nothing more than to turn around and start babysitting agian, at least for a while, but I cannot afford to if I am only going to have two kids on chasey at any given time. I could try to start out with that but I don't see it working. I was thinking about it for a lot of yesterday and I may be able to make ends meet if I can get work cleaning houses as well but that isn't a guarantee or even something I am sure I can work with. I've cleaned before and I thinnk I could manage it if I could find the ambition to work everything out. I'm gonna spend some more time working things out and do some serious searching to see if maybe I can make that final leap to finding my way out of here.
One thing I am certain I will be doing eventually is looking in to night classes at SIUE or one of the colleges in St. Louis to work on getting a teaching degree.