SO FUCKIN STUPID!!!!!!!

What the hell is the problem with people right now. If you are pregnant and the pregnancy is difficult then do not stick by what your sister-in-laws say ablout a doctor and do not ignore the problems!!! GO FIND A NEW FUCKING DOCTOR!!!!!
The reason for this second blog today is that I just got off the phone with my little sister, one of two who is pregnant, and she is irritating me eyond belief. I love the girl, really I do but she was not ready to have a baby when she got pregnant and now she is being flat out stupid about her pregnancy. She is listening to our sister-in-law and her future sister-in-laws about what she should do and who she should see when she really shouldn't and the baby is gonna suffer because of it. I am prepared to take care of my new little niece or nephew when it comes in to this world but it may never be born if the Princess doesn't start listening to her body. She has been seriously sick since she got pregnant, she currently can barely speak and has some serious infections that she is ignoring. She doesn't listen to what I tell her, she doesn't listen to what the books tell her. Instead she plans to go to her primary care to get meds for the infection. Ignores the fact that I keep pointing out that she cannot take the prenatals when they are making her symptoms worse and that she should be taking calcium supplements and flintstone vitamins instead. She is lactose intolerant so she can't have milk but she doesn't drink the soy-milk that she has.
What really pisses me off is that I would give anything to have a child of my own and all of the things needed to raise that child. Instead I am stuck sitting and watching as my many siblings. who don't know the first fucking thing about proper care of themselves much less all of their sickly little one's, produce more kids then they could ever need while they attempt to relive the youth they lost to their children. I am at least glad that Jessie has said she will let me be the primary babysitter for her kid. We'll see how it works when the baby is actually born and the grandmothers and other aunts are pressuring her though.
That is one thing that I know I will have to deal with in a few months. My mother doesn't believe that I can take care of children because I haven't given birth yet, my sister-in-law believes that I am lost in my own little world, and as far as I know my sister's boyfriend's family thinks that I am an evil lesbian with intentions of running away and leaving the kids alone on the side of the road. It prolly isn't that bad but that is about what it feels like sometimes. This niece or nephew will be the very first one that I will actually have something of a relationship with. My other nieces and nephews are always happy to see me but I have never spent any time with them. I can't tell you their favorite colors or what they like. I'm hoping that this time, because it is my sister who is pregnant and not one of my brothers' girlfriends I will be able to have the kid more often. I already know that I could literally move this new baby in with me and noone I live with would mind all that much. Aside from that I am hoping that when the baby finally does come I will have my own apartment anyway.