It popped in my head earlier when I was at the bank that I have a lot of kinks. I think about sex alot and am well aware of the fact that I am a very risque person but it really occured to me earlier. I was standing at the bank counter in the grocery store since it was the only one open. The guy who was working is pretty cute and I've talked to him a few times. When we talk it's usually about random things while he does my banking. Today we were talking about working on our trucks. I got a check from school and while I was waiting for him to count out my money I mentioned that most of it would be going towards getting my truck fixed. He mentioned that he had recently replaced the fuel pump in his own truck. A picture immediately flashed in my head of having this guy bent over the front of a truck with grease to his elbows and doing all kinds of naughty things to him.
Like I said I know I have way to many kinks. It would prolly surprise the hell out of the people I babysit for if they knew most of my fantasies. Some of them are relatively harmless and vanilla. An example of this would be that one of my fantasies is being tied up, pleasurably tortured, and taken by more than one partner. Other fantasies that I have are much less vanilla like the one I had today about the bank teller. I have a serious thing for being able to dominate, men are especially high on my meter for dominating. As much as I would love to find a guy who can make me submit, I love the idea of turning a guy over a table. I am all about being yourself and everything else in theory, and with the kids in my life it never even occurs to e to go back on that idea but when I start thinking more along the lines of what I truly am like I start thinking about the simple fact that I'll never truly be myself. That fantasy should make some good daydreaming material for a few days though.
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