Working on me 2/21

I haven't done much of anything today I'm afraid. I went to laser tag last night and I didn't get any sleep until we were drving home which is never a good idea on my meds. I have a feeling I was uber-clingy and pretty whiny last night. I do remember hugging people a lot. I had nightmares when I tried to sleep and they tend to make me clingy if I don't have a bottle to cling to. I don't have them every night, or at least I don't remember having them every night but when I do have them I tend to pull the rum out from under the bed. I didn't wake up until 5 today and I haven't had the energy to do anything. The only reason I'm awake right now is because I need to take my meds. I'm gonna take them early tonight because I'm really tired right now. I think then Jed goes to bed I'm gonna move down to the floor and play his video games for a little bit. I need to try and do yoga or something but I just want to go back to sleep and hopefully not wake up with a nightmare agian. Its gonna be a long night if the meds don't do like usual and put me under. When that works right I don't remember having any dreams at all.