Baby Shower

I have decided to throw my little sister a baby shower. I'm prolly insane to try and undertake this but I'm gonna do it anyway. The reason is that my mother is throwing my sister a baby shower out in the country somewhere, I think maybe Grafton. Where she is having it all of our family won't be able to come to though because most of them are older and can't really be travelling that far for something like this. I was gonna try and have it in my Uncle's basement but when I was talking last night Vanessa said I could use her house. I'm not sure which one I'll use, I'm gonna talk to Jessie today because she really doesn't like Vanessa.
When I do this I'm gonna need some serious help. I've never been very involved in all of this stuff since I'm not really involved with most of my family. I know that I'll need to have food and I know that there are usually games but the rest of it I'm lost about. I know that I'm gonna be in way over my head but there is always a way. I'm gonna have to pick a date and everything first. It will have to be on a weekend and I will have to pick carefully because there is no way that I will be able to do this without having a super hard time with my mother. She is gonna be pissed either way but I might as well try to figure out a way that causes less problems. I'll talk to Jacky and Jessy about helping me with planning it all. It might be a little hard to pick a menu because I need to plan for my cousin who is a vegan, my need for stuff that is made naturally, and my aunt who just got surgery and isn't doing that well. I'll worry about all of that later though.
I'm going to drive out to my sister's today out of necessity. This house reaks of shit and it is giving me a migraine. I'll prolly just stay there for a little while because it is her day off with her boyfriend and I was with them all day yesterday during their other day off. I had the boys from Saturday night on and personally thought that it was awesome. I'm gonna have them this weekend as well but I don't think I'm taking them overnight. I'm taking them Saturday to the big Kidmania yard sale at the High School to try and find some stuff for the baby and everything. I'm taking the boys to the maple syrup festival at Pere Marquette on Sunday but I'm still not sure if I'll take the boys overnight or not. I hate impossing on Mom and Dad like that by putting extra kids in the house. They keep telling me that they don't mind but I'm not sure how easy it is not to mind when you have someone bringing in two children to an already crowded and hectic home and they are fighting all night. The boys aren't bad really but Jed and Dalton are the same age and the result is usually that they have the usual fights for two little boys. I'll prolly just go with the day trips this weekend.
I am not having such a good record with my quest to make myself healthier. I was doing o.k. but then I just kind of fell off track and haven't been able to get back on. I'm working on it but it is really difficult when there are about a million other things to do and I am so hectic right now. I could try harder but I am also having a hard time getting ambition agian. I keep trying to fit to many things in when I can't concentrate, the best example of that one is that I haven't done my homework that was due last night yet. I'm gonna try and do it today while I'm sitting around at houses but I'm gonna be pushing myself because I really do have a hard time concentrating on the meds. It's getting better as the old med gets out of my system but I'm still having a hard time. I wish it was warmer out. If it was warm out I would walk Dalton to school and spend some time at the park with Teo today. Then I would have ambition all day. I know that my ambition is all dependent on how I start the day but I don't know how to change the way my days start when it is cold like this. When it is warm I can get up and walk Dalton to school and that helps me keep up the momentum for the day. I can't wait for it to get warm agian because then I will just keep up the momentum whenever I can. I've got a serious headache right now because of the smell in this house but I can't leave yet. I can get up and go to the bathroom and get ready for the day though and I think I will do that right now.