Been a long time

It's been a long time since I got on my blog and that had nothing to do with my life being devoid of information to write on. As it is right now I am finally getting some quiet time that I should be using to work on my homework. Hopefully I can make some progress on my homework after I have got some of what is floating through my head out.
I've started going to campus college since the beginning of this school year. It is something that Iam doing a bit better with than I had thought I would. I'm doing well enough with the classes, especially when I manage to make it to all of my classes. That is where I don't do as well. It is not difficult for me to miss out on a class because some days I just can't get myself to leave the house. I still haven't found a job and I really have been looking. I may have to bite the bullet and get a job in some fast food restaurant but I really don't know for certain that I would be able to do that without it affecting my mood and mindset in any kind of a positive way. I do know that I need a job, especially for my bills, and on a lesser front for my depression.
I have some other issues that are more the product of my depression as opposed to causing the depression. Part of that is that I am not getting any where with my current assignments. I need to be writing a paper for my speech-comm class right now that is strictly about me. That I ave gotten less than no place on. I can't even bring myself to get started on that paper and it may have more to do with my loss of focus than anything. All I really want to do right now is sleep but I know that isn't going to get me anywhere on my assignments so instead I am doing this and watching St. Trinians. I should probably not be in the living room at all if I am going to get homework done but I never really figure that a change of scenery would be much of a help. I may decide to sit down and plan out my garden for the year instead. That will even improve my mood because I can look forward to the change in seasons and I can start planning for when I will be starting seeds. That may be exactly what I need to do now that I really think about it. Something to look forward to is usually the best way for me to come out of a period of inattention.